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Feliciano's diary 9

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1:30 PM

Dear diary,

I hear Lovino calling everyone. "Party's off. My stupid brother's gone crazy."

He finishes all the calls. "Help me clean up," he says.

Ivan opens the door and offers to help as well.

"I will not let this delightful piroshki go to waste, da?" Ivan says, taking all the piroshki and walkingback home with it. Lovino seems relieved.

Lovino turns to me, enraged. He's angry at me for making him cook "that Russian bastard's food", and at himself for agreeing to cook it in the first place.

"Go back in isolation. I liked it better when you were quiet. At least you're not thinking about your stupid potato bastard anymore, dammit."

I obey his demands and return to my room.

Lovino is talking on the phone to Antonio, I can tell by listening. "Ludwig is out of our lives now. I don't have to worry about my idiot brother obsessing over that bastard. I don't even care if Feliciano thinks macho potato is "Holy Roman Empire" or whatever."

All the memories come flooding back.

Ludwig. He's probably coming home soon.

I went on with my life like he never existed. And he's going to come home, to hear me tell him that I love him.

But over time, as I tried to forget about his absence, I forgot how much I loved him.

And now, I don't love him anymore.

I want to love him, but I can't for some reason.

Making myself love him will only increase the pressure I receive.

Ludwig, he can come home.

But I won't be there to tell him.....that I don't love him anymore.

~Feliciano Vargas
((Feliciano.... doesn't love Ludwig anymore!? NOOOO! It can't be! :nuu: But it's true. And Feliciano doesn't want to hurt Ludwig's feelings, or lie to him.

Predictions, anyone? I don't have an ending set yet, so who knows what'll happen....

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supdude111x's avatar
you just shot and sunk my ship....
why?bored